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27 December 2006 @ 07:07 pm
(open for orlando to continue)  
Holly`s first night in the new house hadn`t been quite as good as she had expected it to be. She fell asleep only when the sun was already raising and woke up soon after that.

After having breakfast she fell asleep on the couch, the tv on and some random tv shows filling the room with sound. Her sleep was uneasy and she dreamed about a man.

He stood in the rain, dark coulds above his head. His head was low and his hands were in his pockets. She couldn`t see his face. It looked as if he was crying, but she couldn`t quite manage to see clearly as the rain was blurring her vision.
Suddenly the man moved and his long coat swayed along with the man`s moves. He sighed heavily and for a brief moment rised his eyes to meet Holly`s. Still the shadows were playing on his face, and the only thing Holly was able to form were his eyes. Solid brown eyes. So familiar.

But then she woke up as if someone had pinched her sides. She blinked rapidly and caught herself breathing heavily. A little sweatdrop ran down her forehead and dripped on her nose. She brushed it away and closed her eyes to regain calmness.

Why had this harmless dream upset her that much? It was weird. She had a strange feeling that she knew that man in the dream. Knew him very well. But she couldn`t quite put her finger on it.

She stood up, determined to find some aspirin for her forming headache. She knew her problems with her head, and she had to take some medicine now, otherwise it won`t end good. But after searching all the cupboards in the kitchen and the bedside table in her bedroom, she understood that she had no aspirin.

"Damn, how could I have been so stupid and forgotten to buy some pills!?" she cursed at herself. She didn`t have her car brought up here still, so she couldn`t go down to the drug store, but she needed the medicine now.
Her only hope was that maybe someone would be home at the house opposite the street.

Holly trew a look in the mirror and rushed out the door, leaving her keys on the coffee table.
charlotte: holly&orlandocharmingholly on December 29th, 2006 08:22 pm (UTC)
I was there. No, we were there. We stood there, tightly in eachothers arms for what felt like an eternity. I wanted to stay like that forever, just be with him, close. Together.

But we weren`t. We weren`t together and I couldn`t do anything about it. I never could, not back then and I was sure that nothing would change now. However that little, shiny sparkle that grew inside my chest every second while I saw him, told me that maybe... Maybe it could be a new beginning.

I wasn`t quite sure if I was ready to try. To try to say how much I still loved him and that nothing would ever change that. How much I wanted to be with him. How much I wanted to hold him close every passing second of my life.

I pulled back a little, not breaking the embrace and rised my eyes to meet his. I had calmed down.

"You still have the same warmth in your eyes..."
bloom_or_land on December 29th, 2006 09:33 pm (UTC)
i wish time would stop still. it all felt too surreal. her frail arms wrapped around my body. i loved how her warm breath caressed my skin.

there was so much i wanted to say but didn't want to ruin the moment. afraid that this time SHE might leave me.

i caress her jaw with my thumb. "i've missed you so much." i whisper.
charlotte: holly&orlandocharmingholly on December 29th, 2006 09:40 pm (UTC)
My heart trembled and took a deap breath.

"Will you kiss me?" i whispered back, staring straight at his beautiful eyes. Shadows played on his skin and it made him look serious. I was so afraid of rejection, jet I still wanted to be in his arms so bad.
bloom_or_land on December 29th, 2006 09:56 pm (UTC)
kiss her? does this mean she wants me back in her life? or is this goodbye for good?

i didn't knew what was next but i wanted to feel her real bad. i slowly lifted her chin. i clenched my jaw in determination as i searched her eyes, for what i wasn't sure.

i gave up soon. maybe the kiss itself will give me answers...
charlotte: holly - im not the only onecharmingholly on December 29th, 2006 10:02 pm (UTC)
As his lips touched mine, I felt as if I was in heaven.
I let myself melt in his arms, just like it had always been before.

So sweet. I had never forgotten how he tasted, never forgotten the feel of his lips on mine. I wanted it to last forever.

I slowly brushed my tongue over his lover lip, my eyes closed, our hands entwined with eachothers hair.
I had wanted this for so long. In this exact moment nothing else mattered to me on this world. Only me and him. Us.
bloom_or_land on December 29th, 2006 11:26 pm (UTC)
as soon as our lips touch i found all the answers to my questions.

i took the moment in. reviving her feeling, which i had engraved and locked away in my memory.

her soft supple lips moving in rhythm with mine. the emptiness in my life now seemed filled. i felt complete. she made me feel complete.
charlotte: piper - ponytailcharmingholly on December 29th, 2006 11:32 pm (UTC)
I slowly pulled away from this angel of mine, and opened my eyes. My stomach was still fluttering and I took a deep breath.

It had felt so good, that now I only wanted more of this. But I composed myself, knowing that this wasn`t the right way how to start a conversation.

I looked straight into his eyes, ready for anything that might come.

"Orlando. I..." and I stopped again, laughing about my own foolishness. "Sorry, I can do this. Ok. So, I really didn`t expect to run into you like this... I actually came for... Damn. I have forgotten what I came for. " I fell silent, understanding that I was making a complete fool out of myself.
bloom_or_land on December 29th, 2006 11:37 pm (UTC)
i looked at her loving eye. yea thats what i was wondering as well. why DID she come over?

"maybe i can help you remember." i say pulling her in for another kiss.
charlotte: piper - hauntedcharmingholly on December 29th, 2006 11:44 pm (UTC)
My head spinned. He took over and we kissed again. A long passionate kiss.
I couldn`t stop my hands from sneaking around him and pulling him close.

"Baby.." i tried to speak throughout the kiss. "..we have to talk.." but i was stopped by another wave of lips. And i couldn`t stop.

I felt alive again. I felt alive and willing to live. For once in this last year.

Only then it hit me how I had just called Orlando.
bloom_or_land on December 29th, 2006 11:53 pm (UTC)
BABY?! she just called me baby! my heart shouted with glee.

i kissed her yet again as those beautiful memories of the past came rushing.

i finally pulled away due to lack of air. "your place or my place?"
charlotte: holly&orlandocharmingholly on December 29th, 2006 11:56 pm (UTC)
Just a slight second of hesitation.


It was like a carousel. But I didn`t want it to stop. I wrapped my arms around his neck and soflty planted kisses along his neck line. He tasted like candy.
bloom_or_land on December 30th, 2006 12:16 am (UTC)
in one swift movement, i cradled her in my arms. i felt her soft lips devouring my neck. i smiled and walk inside. shutting the door behind me.

i laid her down on the sofa and stared at her for a bit. i can't believe i ever left her...
charlotte: holly-change everything you arecharmingholly on December 30th, 2006 12:20 am (UTC)
My hands reached out for him and I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him down on me.

"Did I mention that I missed you..?" I asked and kissed his lips quickly.

bloom_or_land on January 16th, 2007 11:31 pm (UTC)
i had lost my love once but i wont lose it again. i can't afford to make any mistakes this time.

"i missed you more." i say running my fingers at her sides teasingly.
charlottecharmingholly on January 17th, 2007 06:32 pm (UTC)
"Aww," I smiled and pushed his hand away, giggling. "Stop that, you know that I`m very ticklish," I squeeaked.

Surely, I didn`t want this to end, but I needed some answers. I eyed him quickly and smiled. That could wait.

With that thought I traced his lips with my fingertips, loving the feel.
bloom_or_land on January 17th, 2007 11:42 pm (UTC)
there was a lot that needed to be explained. but right now i didn't want anything to get in the way.

after a year of being seperated and not having anyone to touch me intimately was driving me nuts!

i pulled away starring at her beautiful orbs. without a word i bend down and captured her lips.
charlottecharmingholly on January 18th, 2007 06:20 pm (UTC)
Before I knew it I was kissing him again and it felt like heaven. The bedroom door swung open and we crumbled in giggling.

The lights were dim and it felt comfortable and intimate. The only thing I wanted more than anything, anything I have ever wanted, was him. And I could have him. It was surreal.

"I need you," I whispered throughout the kiss and slightly pulled away my breath hitting his neck.
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charlottecharmingholly on January 27th, 2007 08:21 pm (UTC)
I was completely sure that my time machine had worked and I was back in the past. Everything, completely everything felt so familiar and so good. No words could ever express how much I had missed this, how much I had yearned for this. God, I felt furfilled.

Jolts of pleasure runing through my body, my breath entwined with his; I tilted my head back and let orgasm take over, chills all over my body, those familiar chills. I thought that my heart would just stop. I moaned out his name and let my hands fall on the bed as I exhaled.

After all this time, after all those sleepless nights I had spent up crying, all the letters I wrote, that were never sent, all the desperation... I never lost hope. I always believed that one day we would meet again, that I will be able to show him that I loved him more then ever... Still... After everything.
After Angelina.
It was so strange that one day he returned home with that look on his face, that guilty look. He said he loved her, he said that she was different... He said that he loved me too and that was when I started laughing bitterly. I know that it is so very possible to love two people at once, but... I knew that love for one will definitely be stronger than for the other...
He said that he saw no future, that he was a bad boyfriend, a bad fiance, that he just made me hurt all the time and that he didn`t want that. That he wanted me to be happy, wanted me to have everything I had always wanted-a normal family. And then one day he just came to my house to take his things away and to say that he was leaving.
That was when I shattered. He didn`t know that after he left I almost let myself bleed to death, due an unexpected cut in the kitchen while I was making dinner. And that if one of my friends wouldn`t have come I probably would have just died.
I was so desperate, I was so broken. Why, why wouldn`t he understand that all I ever needed was him. Whatever problems we had, we would solve them and be happy. But he didn`t know that and just left. With Angelina. I was jealous, heartbroken and I couldn`t get out of that mess.
God, that last year had been a complete hell. Only now, when I took the courage to get out of it and come here, I was finally able to move on.
And I ran into Orlando.

A million thoughts ran through my mind, but I kept my eyes closed. As I felt him caress my cheek, a smile rosed on my face and I forgot about everything again, drifting in this day dream.